A new year is coming

And cheers to love and happiness for everyone!

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Wishes and presents

December is the month of presents. The most precious gift this year is ofcourse the beginning D/s relationship with my Owner and the development of this relationship. My Owner allows me to buy some new toys that's on my wishlist, ofcourse after Hís approval. T. also has a wishlist, the items on this list amazes me, is making me swallow my nervousness but most of all gives me lots of butterflies.

Some items on Masters list are:

* a cappucino foamer (i hope this is the right english word); i didn't know about this thing, never saw it befor either. But it seems to deliver a pulse. So it doesn't surprise you i suppose that Master also wants to buy an electric fly swatter for the same intention.

* A hood with a big hole on the place where my mouth is. For several purposes of course. Can you imagine which ones? For some reason i always found hoods scary, but knowing now that i had to buy a hood for my Owners pleasure, the idea begins to enlight me in a delicious brrrrr way.

* An inflatable buttplug and more anal toys.

Happy holidays!

One dazzling year

Not much time to write these dark days before Christmas. I suppose everybody is busy those last days of the year. This slavegirl is still continuous a happy slavegirl. Some three weeks ago i met my Owner again. The last meeting this year. We didn't have much time, but it was enough to feel His dominance and pain. Too bad my body didn't co-operate, i couldn't bear much pain this time. Therefore i was mainly His servient slut. Disappointed that i couldn't be His painslut as well, but i had to promise T. that i don't allow myself this feeling of failure. Because i didn't, T. imprinted.

Meanwhile i received some wonderful, heartwarming mails from my Owner. Some kind of evaluation on our D/s relationship. We know each other for almost a year now. A dazzling year in which we explored each other and recognize, we dare to love one another, and we develop our interaction as Master and submissive. A development in which T. becomes more cruel, more sadistic. To my great fear, but such a delicious, divine fear.

Master gives me permission to purchase some toys (after He approves my choices ofcourse) for my special toys attaché case. :-D And as i saw my Owners Wishlist the butterflies started fluttering along my spine. Ooooops, i swallowed, so scary but yummie scary. So if time become more quiet again i have a lot to write about. I suppose 2009 becomes even more intense. I wish all of you readers some warm, delightful holidays!

x°x°x

Candle

Left photo by J.P Fishbein, right photo by Stranahan.

Yes Sir, all is spick-and-span

On my dutch blog i sometimes post a picture labeled under 'Pulp'. Because i love this kind of pictures a lot. So here is the first one overhere. Enjoy!