i saw stars

Ooo ooo yeah it was so good to meet my Owner again. To feel him, see Him, smell Him. Yesterday afternoon we lived in our own Galaxy and i saw stars. In Masters eyes and in my head....... Today i felt with every movement my tormented bum so the little stars flared up again in my head and belly. I will write more about our meeting soon. Listen to the music from The Asteroids Galaxy Tout (great Danish band!) and you know exactly how i feel after meeting my Owner; cheerful and happy. Turn up the volume and you too will feel cheerful and warm. At least it works for me. ;-)

Wraf!

Tie me up!

It's weekend, so have some fun!

Jumping into deep water

i love this music . The videoclip is also breathtaking beautiful. Some images in this clip symbolise for me the contact i have with T. ; jumping into deep water, moving each other, the magic, the Cathedral, dreaming in the train while going home, let go..........until the next meeting.

With all words
With all smiles
With all looks
With all caresses

I draw near the water
Drinking your kiss
The light of your face
The light of your body

To love you is a prayer
The song of the mute
The eyes of the blind
The naked secret

I entrust myself to your arms
I’m afraid and I’m calm
A prayer in my mouth
And a prayer in my soul

With all words
With all smiles
With all looks
With all caresses

I draw near the fire
That burns all of this
The light of your face
The light of your body

To love you is a prayer
The song of the mute
The eyes of the blind
The naked secret

I entrust myself to your arms
I’m afraid and I’m calm
A prayer in my mouth
And a prayer in my soul

Lhasa de Sela from the album; The living road, 2003

My name

Chasing a dream?

Sometimes you can't get what you need in life. Perhaps i have to free myself from my dark desires. This desire to submit myself to a Dominant who understands me. The road which i walk now is very impassible. Too many dark shadows that take away the visibility. Still dreaming breathlessly in other ways. The following words (My name) are from Lhasa de Sela. I recognize these words and they touch me deep in the heart.
i wrote this the first of june, 2007. Still not owned, but there glimmers some hope. Nowadays i write with a very charming Dominant and i hope to meet Him soon.

My name

Why don't you ask me

How long i've been waiting

Set down on the road

With the gunshots exploding

i'm waiting for you

in the gloom and the blazing

i'm waiting for you

i sing like a slave

i know
i should know better
i've learned all my lessons
right down to the letter
And still i go on like this
year after year
Waiting for miracles
and shaking with fear
Why don't you answer
Why don't you come save me
Show me to use
all these things
that you gave me
Turn me inside out
So my bones can save me
Turn me inside out
You've come this close
You can come even closer
The gunshots get louder
and the world spins faster
And things just get further
and further apart
The head from the hands
and the hands from the heart
One thing that's true
is the way that i love him
The earth down below
and the sky up above him
And stil i go on like this
day after day
Still i go on like this
Now i've said this
i already feel stronger
i can't keep waiting for you
any longer
i need you know
not someday when i'm ready
Come down on the road
Come down on the road
My name My name
nothing is the same
i won't go back
the way i came........