Dreaming

Photograph by Doug Faircloth

For those who asked how am i doing? Because of my silence. First of all; thank you very much for your concern. I had been ill, so therefore i slept a lot lately. Which is good at times, i enjoy dreaming. And there is a lot to dream about lately.

Lots of e-mailing with T. Getting to know each other better. Writing about our Dominant/submissive feelings. Our dark fantasies. But i don't wanna write about it right now because at the moment it is still too vulnerable. But i will......... soon.
Though the contact wit T. feels good. More then. Well, i dó wanna reveal you that i am going to meet Him. Next week. In a public place. I'll meet Him in a town i love very much. Because of the beautiful Cathedral and the Hieronymus Bosch connection.
It hád to be this town for T. inspired me to write the sun*day stories; The confession, Penance and Misericordia. (Scroll down to the first comment to read the english translation.)

The mail contact with T. leads to inquiring my submissive, masochistic feelings. Thats what i am going to write about. To begin with. What arouses the submissive in me, what the girl, the slut? What are my restrictions and am i able to strecht these restrictions? How far will i go on the journey? Because new possibilities, fascinations and insights are glimmering at the horizon. As well because of T.