Those days are here again. Those stirring days before meeting T. My Owner, Tormentor, beloved Friend. A sweet burden. With special rituals. Extra carefully depilating and shaving so when i'm standing in front of Him i will be soft and smooth. A new color in my hair that makes them shine. Buying new stockings. Shall i buy new sexy underwear? Nah, i'm not allowed to wear knickers when i'm with T., so..... My nervous thoughts swirl like petals in springtime. I'm not only soft and smooth coming friday. I will also be a bit bruised. Because i daydream a lot those days and that brings also a lot of clumsyness. Do other subbies recognize this? Nervously jumping and dreaming and more than other times i bump against everything. Auch! another blue spot. I have to be very alert while cooking and cutting the vegetables, 'cause when i don't i will cut my fingers. And if someone is telling me a story, only the half get through. "I'm sorry, what did you say again?"
Today is the last day in which i am my biggest enemy. Until it starts all over again. Do you keep your fingers crossed for me? So when i shave myself i won't cut my private parts. That i won't forget to rinse out my hair in time, so that my hair has this beautiful color i have in mind and not changed into a poisonous green or something. And that there are only one or two blue spots on my body. I prefer the spots marked by my Owner.
Are you subbies also that clumsy before meeting your Owner? ;-)
4 comments:
I find that my attention suffers when I am preparing or thinking about my Master. I daydream and think about conversations.. how he touches me.. all those lovely thoughts, then I don't recall much of anything else.
here is to hoping that you don’t nick yourself while shaving.!!
i am sure that you will do an excellent job.
there is nothing so wonderful that a smoothly shaved cunt.
finbar
Bet you are feeling bruised and blessed now. Lokking forward to hearing more of your adventures with T, he is always so adventurous with you.
xxx
smile...you are so cute mo!
I filed away a credit card statement the other day without paying it; didn't realize until the company sent me notice that they hadn't received payment and I had x number of days left to pay it before action was taken........so, yes, it is hard not be to a tad ummmm.....preoccupied while in the throws of anticipatory ecstasy.
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