But in past time You thought such a cabine is revolting? i look at Him in an i-can't-believe-it way.
"This time it will be different mo, trust Me."
The naughty little girl feeling is still there as we enter the videotheque. Fortunately there are no other customers. The decent man behind the desk behaving in a impartial way. When T.'s deliberating with the man, i so called interested go through the DVD's. We have to choose one. Ofcourse i'm looking at the SM movies. The one more ridiculous than the other considering the covers. T. grabs one, takes my hand and we're walking to the back.
It's a little room. With a not real leather sofa, a low table with a large televison. It doesn't smell and actually it's clean. i imprint myself that the sofa gets desinfected every time. No, i don't have fear of stains. ;-) Such a strange situation. Here i am, with a Man i'm acquainted with for not so long, who i call recently my Owner, in a cabine of a sexvideotheque. A so called 'jerk off room'. And i'm feeling at ease, curious to what will happen next. T. places the DVD at the player. i start to laugh 'cause the Dominant and his victim in the movie are speaking a kind of Russian. But ofcourse, that's not the point in a room like this. A good story.
T. blindfolds me and commands me to undress. Clumsy, 'cause i can't see anything, i remove my clothes. i don't feel any embarrassment or insecurity. Naked, into the light, i'm standing in front of Him, knowing He's looking at me. i feel small, but full of trust. He turns me around, pushing me face forward, my hands on top of the television. Of which i can hear in this strange language the woman counting in the blows she's audibly clear receiving. Then i receive the first blow from T. This moves me very much, emotionally. This is the exact beginning of our D/s relationship. A warm feeling of love. i get another blow and more. The sounds of the DVD are forced back to the background. The hands of T. making my behind glow. Enlighted i push my buttocks in the direction of His hands, wanting more. And i get more, much more.
T. blindfolds me and commands me to undress. Clumsy, 'cause i can't see anything, i remove my clothes. i don't feel any embarrassment or insecurity. Naked, into the light, i'm standing in front of Him, knowing He's looking at me. i feel small, but full of trust. He turns me around, pushing me face forward, my hands on top of the television. Of which i can hear in this strange language the woman counting in the blows she's audibly clear receiving. Then i receive the first blow from T. This moves me very much, emotionally. This is the exact beginning of our D/s relationship. A warm feeling of love. i get another blow and more. The sounds of the DVD are forced back to the background. The hands of T. making my behind glow. Enlighted i push my buttocks in the direction of His hands, wanting more. And i get more, much more.
"How many blows did you receive mo?"
i don't have the answer, because i didn't count. Meaning my Owner starts again from the beginning. Aloud i count in. The astonishment i feel because of my serenity and dedication. In the past it often happened that i, first time playing, being blindfolded, in a strange place, fellt nauseous. Not now with T. Peace of mind, trust and excitement was what i fellt. So i surrender myself to Him completely.
On my hands and knees on the uncomfortable floor. The cane hitting my behind and i start to float. T.'s joy because of my deepred coloured buttocks. My knees are hurting, i wanna relief them from the pain so i crawl to the sofa to hang over it. More blows from the cane. From then i don't know exactly how or when.
F l o a t i n g..........
T. is sitting upon me, so i feel His weight on me. i suppose because He can hit me better and He has a good look on the colouring progress of my behind. T. loves to observe. His weight takes away my breath a bit but i love it to feel Him this way. The feeling to be nothing more than a fun toy that He wants to examine thoroughly. His weight on me is giving me a safe, protected feeling. Then He turns me around. He unbuckles His trousers. The sound of the belt He's tearing loose giving me shivers of desire.
F l o a t i n g..........
T. is sitting upon me, so i feel His weight on me. i suppose because He can hit me better and He has a good look on the colouring progress of my behind. T. loves to observe. His weight takes away my breath a bit but i love it to feel Him this way. The feeling to be nothing more than a fun toy that He wants to examine thoroughly. His weight on me is giving me a safe, protected feeling. Then He turns me around. He unbuckles His trousers. The sound of the belt He's tearing loose giving me shivers of desire.
"This is what you're craving for, isn't it slut of Mine? Feeling my belt on your soft skin?"
An approving sigh full of longing escapes my lips. Then i feel the slap of His belt on my already glowing skin. But what a joy! Silently i hope my "ouch! ouch!" cries are not holding Him back. It didn't. This dull aching gets through deeply. This delicious deep pain shuddered for days. Like some strange muscular pain. In fact i still feel it, but no longer that intense.
8 comments:
dear mo,
what a delicious rendering of your surrender in the sexvideotheque cabine.
xo,
g
indeed feel free to link to me. may i please link to you as well?
xo,
g
Sigh...beautiful little slut :)
Your journey is a true joy to read about, thank you for sharing. And to think that this is only the beginning! :D
X
i enjoyed this arrangement of words of desire and cravings. Best wishes, always...
xoxx
definetly worth the wait :-)
i am so glad to read about how well it's working out for the B/both of you. Damn girl just reading about your experiences with Him as your Owner is exciting. I truly wish you and T the best!
s bootsie
I am very much enjoying reading through your blog.....your journey is very exhilarating and your writing a joy to read.
I was happy that you left comments on my site yesterday and am glad my writing touches you in some way.
Where is your email address? I can't seem to find it anywhere?.....anyway this form of communication will have to do.
Yes ofcourse you can link to my site and I will reciprocate in kind.
Charli
Mo,
you lucky, lucky girl. What a wonderful owner who knows just what you need.
You have made my mouth water so much i am going to devour all the chocolate i'm holding and not share any of it.
hugs and kisses
Sorry for my silence, but everybody tnx for your nice comments. i appreciate it very much.
Hugs and kisses for all of you!
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